Assalamualaikum
hye, i cant focus on my assignments and tutorials yang melambak nie. so here i am. plus im so tired today. penat training masa weekend tak hilang lagi and pagi tadi terpaksa minum two packets of nescafe. i mean a small mug but two packets of nescafe. nampak tak pekat dia ? to keep me awake and berjaya ! every sunday macam tu akan penat melampau sebab jumaat and sabtu training. tadi pun sentuh nasi and air pukul 4 petang since i forgot to bring mineral water to the class. class berderet okay sampai takde masa nak beli air and pi toilet pun ! what a life.
after maghrib tadi meeting and alhamdulillah sekejap je. but siap jugak lah kerja sikit before pi meeting tadi and tu yang rasa malas like asdfghjk nie =.='
oh ye after class tadi aku baca online novel and you know that i love reading and writing more than talking. sebab bila kau bercakap, no turning back babeh. tapi bila menulis ? you always have backspace and delete button on your keypad. baca balik apa yang kau tulis before post it. facebook ke update twitter ke kan.
okay. melalut.
what i wanna say here is aku respect those talented writers. you can write and at the same time kau kerja, belajar, jaga anak, urus rumahtangga. aku suka baca malay novel yang sarcastic macam novel buku fixie and lejen press. and Hlovate too ! and tadi terjumpa satu blog which is writer dia a phd researcher dekat surrey uni, dah lah baru 25 years old, mudanya ! tgh buat A-level dapat offer master degree. final year master dapat offer terus pi phd from different university okayy. pandainyaa dah lah novel dia best !! still love story but banyak hadith and pasal life. bukan lah cerita islamik ke apa but just nice =D
itu novel pasal life. sometimes you have to read to gain knowledge kan. bila aku takde kerja sangat baru baca novel cintan tapi bosan dah sekarang. semuanya sama je, kahwin paksa at the end happily ever after bla bla bla. and akan buat aku berangan je demmm. nasib semua tu zaman kanak kanak je. bila dah masuk angka 2 nie, tuanya aku !! waa forever 19 please hiks ;p aku rasa aku dah berpijak dekat reality kehkeh.
may Allah ease everything, stay strong people ! :)
berangan tu tak bersalah sebab free of charge kan but sebab selalu berangan lah aku jadi lupa yang reality tak seindah dijangka. what you want, ask Allah. bukan duk berangan je. He will always listens to you, no matter where and when. He will gives you what you deserve and bila Dia tak bagi tu, you deserve something better just wait and keep praying guys.
Yuna - Live your life
Find your lie, don’t hide from what you are
And rise before you fall,
And hope for something more
Live if you really want to
Live if you really want to
Live if you really want to
All my life, I’ve been looking for something amazing
It’s almost like I’ve been star gazing
The sky is riding above me
Oh, oh, oh
We were meant for something bigger than this
Don’t ever try to dismiss yourself
Cause you don’t have to lose
Find your life, don’t hide from what you are
And rise before you fall
And hope for something more!
Live if we really want to
Live if we really want to
All my life, my dreams just seemed so far away
And now it’s like they’re here to stay
I hold it close to me
Oh, oh, oh
We were meant for something bigger than this
Don’t ever try to dismiss yourself
Cause you don’t have to lose
p/s; banyaknya kerja need to be done before this weekend ! toodles !
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